The Cusp of Understanding

After a few years in school, I'm sick of almost understanding real Math/Physics.  Constantly I don't have the extra minutes needed to look up or find out a very specific phrase or mathematical trick. Its like learning a language mostly and living in a country of native speakers, and having no dictionary or way to get the new information quicker. I want to know more, everyday I want to know more. If this were some previous time period, I would keep my teacher up all hours never stopping..... but it's not. So instead I simply add to the hits on Wikipedia.  ... To another day of discovery........   amazing .... it will never end.......  Life is wonderful  .... if only for this reason.